It's called healing.

Trust what I do.
& that I am safe.
I come home at a time I am safe.
I come home when I'm ready to.
I don't like rush, because then something bad happens everytime I rush.
Trust that I come home.
And when you wake up I am in that bed.
Safe and sound.
Trust that this is the only way,
To keep everything out of my mind.
Trust that people have a different way of coping,
& this is mine.
This was officially my worst year ever,
And I'm having summer make up for it.
Trust that I know you work, so don't wait up.
Trust thAt Ill text you wherever I am.
After all I been through,
Trust that I need this.
Respect what I do, and respect my space.
For if you respect me, respect is returned.
Thus, no one leaves.

I feel like everyone can live out their lives, why can't I? Stop being
a roadblock, killjoy, speedbump.
Cuz honey, you only live once. Like YOU even said the moment is NOW.
We don't know what's gonna happen, so "go for it," right?

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